= when love ends in ice
Nana. Seventeen. Singapore.
Donghae, Hyukjae.
Super Junior
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"Donghae, thank you for your birth. I'm really thankful that we met in Super Junior. We are together now. We'll be together in the future." - Hyukjae

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THIS IS A VERY LONG TEXT POST. IT CAN BORE YOU OUT. (It’s kinda detailed though)

I am severely SJ biased and everything in here is mostly SJ.

I am not an anti fan of the other bands. In fact, I love all of them to bits.

Please do understand the night before the concert, I had only an hour worth of sleep.
This post will consist mostly about SJ, spazzing and the disappointment I have for the organizers. (also, please pardon my horrible memory.)

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120219, Super Show 4 Day 2

So i probably forgot all the details. Already. And this time I went with my girls from van, so it was just plain awesome. And I was located at Pen C, pretty much an awesome place compared to day 2. I’ll write only the fanservices I received, and what I saw. 

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120218, Super Show 4 Day 1

I may have forgotten most of the details already omfg ;c it’s so hard to believe I actually seen them live and went to their concert. Images all have been wiped out thanks to the stupid guards during the show

Superman started, and everything was bamf. It was so god damn ;A; The claps were deafening and so awesome and nothing hurts. ;A; I love Donghae’s hair honestly, it looks so nice to touch and all ;A; 

Then came Opera. I couldn’t help but shriek at everything orz Opera was so awesome I couldn’t think at all. sgfujbnkfsg I swear Opera is a song you don’t want to miss. I was looking forward to this song fducjnkfg 

After that, Twins came out and omfg I really miss my Hanchul ;~; I love how fast Donghae can rap but i hate how he shouts when he raps :c

Bonamana was plain fucking awesome. I love how we scream and chant together during Bonamana. The rock was so epic that idek ;A; It was so high in the stadium adrenaline just rushes to you to make you want to jump and all. 

When their self-intro came, Donghae was so freaking adorable and Hyukjae with his engrish and leeteuk asking us to scream, “EETEUKKKK~” and idk what else omfg ;A; why do I have such a poor memory ;;;; 

I didn’t even realize you’re my endless love was played. WHAT WAS I DOING?!

Oops came on, and I was on my feet, screaming for sulli and amber. I wanted to see Haeli moments tho. sobs. Oops was plain awesome. I watched Hee’s VCR, on the screen it wrote “2 years” and I want to cry. I miss Heechul so much :c

Someone ran over during Wonder Boy, and there was a lot of waving and fanservice and idk orz it was a happy song, Donghae didn’t come over to my side at all orz

There was Rokuko but I can’t remember when. orz I only remember the ahjussi falling down on his back and I’m like WHAT IS THAT LEADER DOING ;A;

Walkin’ was so cute sobs. Shindong flying in a spaceship. Shindong and Hyukjae riding bicycles. IDK. SOBS. They’re all so adorable and ;A; Kyuhyun officially hates birds lmao. Yesung was so cool with birds but then there’s kyu lmfao

After that, Henry’s solo came. I was during his violin perf i got caught, fuck. But overall, Henry’s solo was so awesome and idek

But because I was caught, I missed Henry’s ending solo and the beginning of Hyukjae’s solo orz orz orz 

When you get caught, you’ll be asked to wipe off every single fucking thing in your camera, and you have to surrender your battery to them. And you’ll have to pay $4 to get it back. Wtf?

I was so pissed I couldn’t even enjoy Hyukjae’s solo anymore ;c But I know he didn’t know who he wanted us to scream, so he asked us to scream “lee hyukjae!” nn 

SUNGMIN’S SOLO WAS SO AWESOME. IDEK. ONE IN A MILLION. HOW DO YOU GUYS EVEN SURVIVE IT. I MEAN HE LOOKS SO BAMF AND CUTE AT THE SAME TIME IDK WHAT TO FEEL OMFG. THE WAY HE DANCES AND MOVES AND WITH THE GIRL I CAN SCREAM HOARSE BECAUSE OF HIM.

Kyuhyun’s solo was so awesome and beautiful ok. Just so, so beautiful. ;;;; I love his voice and how he plays the harmonica. ;A; But when he puts on his shades, me and Celine were like, ‘omfg he looks like a creeper’ aka, CREEPER KYU.

MOVES LIKE JAGGER WAS SO BADASS. I COULD ONLY KEEP SCREAMING AND STARING AT THE SCREEN. SOBS. WOOKIE WAS SO SEXY AND THE WAY HE RUNS HIS FINGERS DOWN THE GIRL’S LEGS AND HIS ABS AND OMFG I DON’T KNOW WHAT IS LIFE ANYMORE OKAY.

Teuk’s solo was so breathtaking. When he played the jazz, I was already tearing up because of the stupid newspaper article and the melody he was playing. When his voice came out, I almost broke down into tears. Teuk didn’t fly this time. He stood on a mini stage and was moved out to the terrace. He gave out roses, and finally, he walked to the arena and handed a rose to a fan and then hugged her. S O B S so jealous :c

Shindong’s troublemaker was so hilarious and funny. I could only laugh and scream at the same time for him. He was so sexy tho. Then he went behind the screen and striped and everyone was screaming their heads off omfg.

Then bubble pop was so high and adorable and cute and the way shindong lies down on the floor is so fdsijknrtfdsgethf

Good Friends was funneh. Donghae used his stick to raise Sungmin’s skirt all the way and Sungmin just kept walking orz orz orz Chicken Hyuk didn’t come out during Good Friends tho :C

Pajama party was plain adorable. I mean, what can you expect when you put cross-dressed Super Junior and Pajama party together? Huh?! 

Perfection was a w e s o m e. When Mimi came out, I screamed my lungs out for him. sobs. Anyway, people should search up perfection’s chinese fanchant, aka Taiwan fans’ chant. It is daebak. Henry was so adorable and Donghae was just.. Perfect sigh

ACHA WAS ERGBJKNERGFDUBIJNKERFDSUBJNKWERSD. I WAS SO HIGH AND IDK WHAT WAS I DOING JUST SCREAMING AND CHANTING ALL AT THE SAME TIME OMG.

MR SIMPLE WAS AWESOME. EXCEPT THE BEGINNING WAS SUPPOSE TO BE SARANGHAEYO SUPER JUNIOR, YEONGWONHAJA SUJU ELF. BUT EVERYONE SCREAM SUPER JUNIOR MR SIMPLE LMAO BUT THE CHANTS WERE AWESOME.

but people ;c isn’t the chant like, the first alright you chant member’s name and not scream alright ==

Zhoumi’s solo came out next, and it was beautiful. Bitch in front of me turned around and asked me, “Who is he?” I told him, “Super Junior’s Zhoumi.” She told me, “Oh, SJ-M’s Zhoumi.” —

Siwon’s solo was awesome but we got blocked by the two girls in front because they were acting like they were at church receiving grace otl 

Then came Yesung’s solo. HIS VOICE IS SMOOTH AND BEAUTIFUL OK SOBS

When Donghae came out, I WANTED TO CRY. HIS VOICE, even tho it was lip-synced, WAS SO SOFT AND SMOOTH AND HIS FACE WAS SO SINCERE AND I WANTED TO CRY. THEN CAME ON THE VCR BFORE OPPA OPPA AND I WAS SCREAMING AND CRYING AT THE SAME TIME. WHEN OPPA OPPA CAME OUT, WE WERE LIKE IN A CLUB. OPPA OPPA WAS THE BEST STAGE EVER OKAY. I SWEAR I WANTED TO DANCE OPPA OPPA RIGHT ON THE SPOT SOBS.

Storm’s VCR was so beautiful and sad and I turned to Celine, I can write a fanfic based on this already. lmfao. Storm was beautiful ;A; KRYSD’s voices are so beautiful nothing hurts ;;;;

During SUngmin’s picking of a girl, I was screaming because that girl was a Kyu fan and it was so funny. When they danced You & I, I could only laugh at Kyu’s awkwardness. We were all screaming when the girl gave Kyu a back hug sobs sobs sobsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss poor sungmin ;_______________; but either way, then came you & i. It was so adorable, everyone rushed down to wave. 

Then came One Love. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. WHITE LIGHT WAS BEAUTIFUL. WHITE AND BLUE LIGHTS CAME ON AND IT WAS SO, SO GORGEOUS. WHEN THEIR VCR CAME OUT FOR ONE LOVE, I WAS CRYING BECAUSE IT WAS SO TOUCHING. OUR BOYS FROM DEBUT UNTIL NOW ;;;;; THEIR FIRST DEBUT, FIRST WIN, FIRST GDA. THEN, WE SANG ALONG WITH THEM, IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. SOBS. AND HYUKJAE TOOK DONGHAE’S LINE WHILE HIS ARMS WERE STILL AROUND DONGHAE’S NECK SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBS. 

But right after that was doremi and it was so funny idk if i should cry or laugh. They were all so cute and fluffy and Lee Hyukjae did a freaking handstand even tho he didn’t do it in mr. simple, excuse me sir, you have five stitches on your finger. 

MIRACLE WAS SO HIGH YOU JUST WANT TO JUMP ON STAGE WITH THEM LOL. HYUKJAE CAME OVER TO MY SIDE, AND HE LOOKED AROUND AT EVERYONE AND WAVED SLIGHTLY. 

Finally, Destiny was beautiful ;;;;; Kyuhyun came to our side, but he was only looking out for his fans. Damn it, his eyes met mine for less than 0.5 seconds and he turned away. HELLO YOU ARE MY THIRD BIAS CAN YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. Destiny was beautiful, so beautiful. Sigh.

I can’t wait for tonight’s concert again. 

120618, Super Junior’s arrival, rehearsal and dinner

\o/ It wasn’t really as awesome as yesterday for an elfish, but it’s still a ma z i n g.

I met my girls at 11am this morning at Marina Square, near Sihae’s hotel. We bought some stuff for Super Junior and boarded our van. But by then Sihae was already in Teck Whye Secondary. We were indecisive, so we stayed at Ritz Carlton for quite awhile, until we noticed Sihae’s van, but there was no Sihae in it. We followed it, they went to Raffles City, I think Bibigo to grab lunch. It was around 1:30 when we left the hotel. 

We headed straight to the hotel after hearing about Skip Beat Press Conference, we were at the CIP, before we left the van for Terminal. After being fooled twice by the security at the airport, we decided to head back to our van to go to CIP.

Close to 2:45, Super Junior’s flight landed. We were on the road far away from CIP, but headed the same direction as SJ. So we followed. In the van, we saw Shindong sitting at the end of one van. Leeteuk in the same van, but his window not drawn all the way. He even smiled at some of us in our van. When our van were in front of theirs, everyone showed their LED or fanboards, but I didn’t, because I knew Donghae wasn’t in. They said the boys’ heads gathered together and stared at the fanboards! Lucky

When they stopped at the stadium, we dashed out of the vans to the staff entrance of the stadium. Yesung came out first, and entered without turning. The boys’ that gave fanservice was Hyukjae, Henry and Kyuhyun. Hyukjae turned and waved a little, Kyuhyun pointed at a fan. Lastly, Henry did a BIG wave to all of us! We all screamed! When Zhoumi came, there weren’t alot of fans. So when we yelled, “Zhoumi!” He turned around and gave us a bright smile and wave!!

During rehearsals, we walked around, and we peeped into the stadium. LIGHTS WERE FLASHING DURING BONAMANA REMIX, IT WAS GORGEOUS. After being chased away, we was sitting near a door that was close to the stage, so we could hear clearly what the boys were singing. But sadly, we got chased away, so we went to the staff entrance again.

The boys were walking and waving to all the fans each time they passed by! The fans kept screaming, so security shut the door. ;c There were fans who hurled vulgarities at the guard. I beg you to understand that the guard was only doing his job. 

Finally, when Super Junior came out, Yesung came out first again, and didn’t do fanservice. Donghae saw my LED board again! And he did a big wave to the fans before boarding his van. Henry did a big wave to everyone as well. 

When we boarded our van and left, we were waiting for Super Junior to leave, a fan used her fan to hit Super Junior’s door. Seriously, wtf? And she could walk off laughing to her friends. 

The boys went back to their hotel, Siwon wrote something to us, since we were next to them. But we couldn’t see what he was writing at all :c 

Finally, when they arrived, Siwon waved, Shindong walked away, Henry turned, Zhoumi waved! The rest were really tired. You could tell. :c 

We waited awhile more, then we heard the boys went to Todai for dinner. We went to wait, and surprisingly, Hyukjae came out! He headed to the toilet. But when he came back, he told him, “Hyukjae, Oseo-seyo!” (Hyukjae, Welcome! [To Singapore]). He was smiling when he came back, but when he heard us, he nodded at us again! After awhile, we were sure members won’t be coming out anymore, but suddenly, Siwon came out! He left with a bright smile, but came back with a solemn face. :c But either way, we told Siwon, “Good night, beautiful man!” But he didn’t hear us because of the fans who were screaming at the top of their lungs for Siwon. /sigh/

Either way, tomorrow is D-day for super show 4 Singapore. I can’t wait to receive more fanservice and expect the best stage.

After seeing Bonamana remix stage, I can say, Singapore ELF, prepare for an awesome concert tomorrow!

120216, Fanmeeting & after fanaccount

How do I even begin?

Today I was suppose to meet my funky girls (the ones who I went to red carpet MAMA with) at 9 at Plaza Singapura. So we queued until 10:45, Shirleen came down, and I heard that T1 was barricaded, I was really tempted to head to the airport.

I ended up cabbing down to the airport with Shirleen because their flight was suppose to land at 11:15, but it ended up being delayed to 12:40? Around that time. We did a rushed fanletter while waiting. Finally, 12:40 came. Ivy Chen came out first, no one realized it was her until she left :c 

Then, Sihae came out. We were located right at the staff entrance, outside. Sihae walked to the staff entrance, and I heard Siwon ask, “Are we suppose to leave through here?” The guard shook his head and they led sihae to the exit. Do you guys even know how gorgeous Donghae is in his airport fashion!? ;_____________; His skin is flawed, but he is so gorgeous. Shades and hat and omfg. 

When you leave the exit, you turn right before walking straight. I was right at where you would look when you turn right. Donghae saw my fanboard, and Jasmine’s. Jasmine’s fanboard wrote “Yo! Donghae!” while my board wrote, “Donghae-ah, please keep smiling!♥” in hangul.

My friend did a fancam of them leaving the airport, and because we were one of the few who did a Donghae fanboard and standing at that corner, Donghae nodded at our direction! I legitly cried on the spot. My bias. Nodded at us. ;A;

We went back to queue after leaving the airport, I collected my LED board thanks to Michelle. nn. My LED board writes “Hae” in hangul and a fish with a crown surrounding it. I met Yenuo, I passed her my fanletter, in which she managed to pass to Donghae! thank you, Yenuo.  

When the fanmeeting started, I switched on my LED board and started taking photos. nn. My polaroid is faulty now :c I can’t even use it for Super show anymore…. Oh well D: Donghae was asking the fans to shush when they were talking because fans were screaming all the time orz. Then when I heard him say, “You are so gorgeous,” I was stunned down there, silently laughing to myself. His Chinese accent is a d o r a b l e ;A; But Donghae was forcing smiles during the fanmeeting. According to Jasmine, he wasn’t in a good mood ;c

When the fanmeeting was almost ending, we rushed to our vans. There was a lady who pushed me forward, almost making me fall down the travelator. She said, “Go lah, go lah.” Then when we were running to the vans, some idiot tripped me and my friend. Such assholes.

But when sihae went for dinner, I was lurking around. But when I left the restaurant and came back, they said Siwon went to the toilet. The toilet was near us, so we just stood there. Siwon stayed in the toilet for quite a long time. I hope nothing’s wrong with him. ;; I think Siwon is really sick though. He left earlier than Donghae and Ivy. When Siwon walked past me, I was really shy to look at him. He was looking at me, but I kept my eyes down after glancing at him. But Jasmine said to him, “Byebye!” And he turned around and waved at her. Creys. 

Then came Donghae. He went to the toilet. When he saw fans waiting for him, he waved and smiled at us. ; w ; Donghae is around my height, yes he is. He’s really small but so precious you just want to keep him in your pocket and not let him out to strangers ;; His hair is so soft and with make up, his skin looks so smooth and soft, you just want to touch his face ;~~; 

Finally when Donghae left, our group said, “Wan an!” (Good night) to him. He nodded? And then me and Jasmine said, “See you in our dreams tonight!” And he smiled D: 

There’s a filipino fan that managed to shake Donghae’s hand. o m f g. When our van continued, Donghae’s curtain wasn’t closed. So fans could see what he was doing. Our uncle, who was a nice one btw, drove into Donghae’s view. 

IVY CHEN WAS AT THE BACK OF THE VAN, AND SHE WAS SO CUTE AND ADORABLE. She was doing cute handsigns, so we did a big heart shape for her in return. Because I had my LED board, I turned it on and placed it on the window of our van. Donghae was playing with his phone, temple run most probably orz

When Donghae looked out of the window, HE SAW MY LED BOARD AND HE WAVED AT ME. SOBS.

But finally, when they reached the hotel, they didn’t leave anymore ;c

See you tomorrow, Super Junior!

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